To be a better person, there are a lot of things you shouldn’t say about your ex. You want to be better, you don’t want to be bitter.
But that doesn’t mean you don’t think the thoughts that are considered little. The thoughts that would make you seem like less of a person. Because you’ve been hurt and all you can feel is hate and sadness.
You try and say things like “good for him” and “I’m happy for you.” But you’re not happy for anyone, you’re not even happy yourself just yet.
So I shouldn’t say it, but I wish your next relationship would end just as shitty as ours. I hope you get your heart broken and your whole life becomes a mess.
And I shouldn’t say it, but I hope your career goes down the drain. I hope you start to think that you’ve only gotten as far as you have because of me.
I really shouldn’t say it, but I want your friends to turn their back on you. To see the careless person that turned his back on me.
I shouldn’t say it, but I want you to want me. I want you to realize you’ve made a mistake and what we had is what you need.
I shouldn’t say those things because they make me look bitter, bitchy, shallow, selfish, and broken. So I won’t say them to you and I won’t really wish those things upon you. Because I’m a little happy for you, I guess.