I’m not much of a talker. I have a hard time getting my feelings out verbally. Even in writing, it usually takes a lot for me to just dump it all out.
I’m usually so deep in it I can’t talk about out. I haven’t figured out my feelings myself yet, so I don’t really want to share them with someone else.
It drives my boyfriend nuts because when we fight, I shut down. And when we fight, he talks nonstop and drives me nuts.
I also feel like this makes me lack a lot in the friend department. I don’t text people a lot because I just don’t have anything to say. Or maybe I have too much to say. I just don’t know how to get it out.
A lot of my anxiety also stems from over sharing. I don’t want to vent to the wrong person, don’t want to share too much after a glass of wine. It’s something I struggled with in college and sticks with me to this day.
Sometimes I just don’t feel like talking. But when I do, I hope someone will listen.