This new year will be a new decade. It's crazy to think that the year 2000 was 20 years ago. In the moment I feel like time passes so slow, but looking back I can't even remember who I was a decade ago. A decade ago I was 16, it was a pretty shitty time.…
I don't have much confidence in myself. I often describe myself as awkward, uncomfortable, not a very emotional person. And physically, I'm even meaner to myself. So when my confidence is knocked down a peg, it's pretty detrimental to me. I've had my eyes opened a lot lately. Although I'm hard on myself, I do…
I honestly can't stand all of the articles I read that are like "You're in your 20's! Quit your job and open up an ice cream shack in the Bahamas!" or "Don't worry about getting a job - backpack through Europe and find yourself!" Come on, I live with my parents and barely saved any…
I've been struggling with imposter syndrome a lot recently. My boyfriend and I have had to have a lot of discussion about our future careers. Where we see ourselves going, where we would need to live, what we really want to do. And it makes me question myself a lot. I've been with the same…
We've been questioning our future in New Hampshire a lot recently. Not because we don't love it, but because of y'know, life. And how long we can realistically stay up here - is it a few years? Is it the rest of our lives? But I really do love it in New Hampshire and I'll…
I'm hard on myself. I think it's because I know I'm good at what I do, so when I make a silly mistake it means I was just being careless. And we all get careless from time to time, it's hard to keep your same motivation day in and day out. But I never like…
I'm an overthinker which sometimes leads to me being stuck in this rut of confusion because I can't comprehend life. I can't comprehend death. I just don't get it. As yesterday was 9/11, I read this article. And watched a video that included a lot of audio from the day. The correspondence from plane to airports,…
